rufus wainwright : not ready to love

i'm not ready to love, i'm not ready for peace / i'm giving up the dove to the beast / i'm not ready to surrender to another gloved murderer // i'm not ready to love, i'm not ready to fly / i'm giving up belief in the sky / so you can take my seat in up above, on high, say goodbye // i'm not ready to love, i'm not ready to lie // i'm not ready to love / until i'm ready to love you the way you should be loved / until i'm ready to hold you the way you should be held / you should be held, but i'm not ready to